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i just read the first post i wrote :(

i wonder where is he now!
wat is he doin!
how is he feeling!

im feeling really sad rite now!
sometimes i get this feeling that is hard to describe!
i feel that my heart pumps hardly!
i feel that im very weak!
i feel that im all alone!

wat if my soul goes away like his soul did!
am i gonna be ready for the exam!

im feeling soooo sick rite now!
i feel that my body temperature is really high!
my hands are shivering!
my tears are running through my cheeks like flames!

death is always on my mind!
and im not afraid of it elhamdolelah!

i cant believe he is not here anymore!
i feel he is somewhere laughing and playing!

rabena yer7amo!

*i really want my dad to be with us!*