mmm...
its hard how i see things are changing around me and i cant do anything about it! i wish i was deaf! i wish i wasnt sensitive! i wish i was a 2 year old!
its hard when i hear words that break my heart into pieces from someone who i really love!
its hard when i keep on talking and talking but no one would hear me!
its hard when i cry silently every night before i sleep!
its hard when i keep on asking god to make it easy on me and its still hard as it is!
its hard when i try to show (her) that im better than who she thinks i am, and still, she thinks im the worst!
its hard when i say "i love u" and the answer to that is nothing!
its hard when im feeling really sick and she doesnt even care!
mmm...my stomach is acting weirdly! ive been throwing up! and i cant stand seeing any food! man i never felt this towards food ya3ny! i think its coz im feeling sad!
"and just wanned to say thank u satooty for being there for me, i love u sara"
8 comments:
YOU'RE MAKING IT HARDER THIS WAY!
I'm the drama queen, supposedly!!!!! DON'T DO THIS TO ME NOW :'(
Rbinna yehdy elomoor.. Wa yarzuqna husn althan beeh ya sis..
I love you more.. And you can't be keda.. YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO ASLAN..
PRETTY PLEASE :(
rabena yesahel ya sis! wallahy ive never been through anything harder than this!
rabena ma3ana gamee3an!(LYKYS)
HEY HEY HEY! LULU sad. this is
3ajeeb !. Yo ! I was just on Sara's blog and telling her how could she be upset when yr around alhamdullelah!
you have to eat, try to cheer up, you know before i got into bodybuilding i got depressed and thats how i became really skinny then started pumping out. you dont want to do that to yourself.
you know you say i havent been in anything harder than this,, but then inshaAllah in a few years you ll be like
"3aatchy 3aatchy"
being sad doesnt change anythin but make you worse and makes your life harder and your health worse, on the other hand resisiting that feeling makes you get on with your dunya and make a greater chance for imporving one's situation or least comforting those around you..
you are the comforting person (not the comfarting if you excuse me)
this will show you what Thou Punkness is Made of, PUNK!
Sabrun Jameel!
:(
duno what to do when i read something like that....
wish we were back in abu dhabi days..
love u lulu..
-sally
-->i no its 3ajeeb mass :(
but wallahy life is harsh man! bas mat5afsh 3am Bora3i 2addaha! ill be fine inshaAllah! its just that my everything is changing and i cant do anything about it! i really cant! but ill handel it inshaAllah!
and i no its gonna be 3aatchy, not coz its simple, but coz every problem has its solution al7amdolellah!
and yea im still the COMF"O"RTING person lol! no changing!
:)
--> salooly its ok sweety! i love u more hunny! and about abu dhabi days i dont think haykoon fee zayohom taany! ill call u tomorrow inshaAllah! mwah (K)!
Yeah thats the spirit, smells like teen spirit!
Alf Salamah :)
allah yesalemak abed!
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