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Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face

With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open

Arms wide open, Creed

Autumn

i really love it when i step on dry leaves! i just enjoy the sound of the leaves when they get cracked! i walk on them slooowwwllyyy to enjoy it more and more ^^

i have a confession!

i miss Abu Dhabi
our balcony
the corniche
my room
my roses
my messy desk

actually everything :(

CHICKEN FILLET:D

i made chicken fillet for the first time ever! it was yummy! fatetkom ;)
actually i love making food but i HATE washing the dishes! i wod do aaaaanything but washing dishes!
hehhehehehe!

mmm...my brother played some videos about people who talk bad about amr khalid! it really broke my heart! i couldnt believe wat i heard! and i no that when we have to advise someone, we just do it secretly and not infront of everyone!
:-(

mmm...

yesterday night was fun!
and today is a new rainy day!
salooly left! and ill really miss her! and ill miss our talks before we sleep!

mmm....i have nothing specific to say in this post!

im missing daddy badly! i miss his existence in the house!
i wanna put my head on the palm of his hand and fall asleep!
i miss his smell! and i miss his beard!
i love u sooo much daddy! :'-(

i wanna start drawing again! but i wanna draw with colors!
i got bored of the dull drawings that i used to draw!

i wanna fast tomorrow!
but fajr is at 3:41 am and maghreb is at 8:48 pm! :-(
but khalaas naweet! inshaallah i will!

yalla gtg!

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i just read the first post i wrote :(

i wonder where is he now!
wat is he doin!
how is he feeling!

im feeling really sad rite now!
sometimes i get this feeling that is hard to describe!
i feel that my heart pumps hardly!
i feel that im very weak!
i feel that im all alone!

wat if my soul goes away like his soul did!
am i gonna be ready for the exam!

im feeling soooo sick rite now!
i feel that my body temperature is really high!
my hands are shivering!
my tears are running through my cheeks like flames!

death is always on my mind!
and im not afraid of it elhamdolelah!

i cant believe he is not here anymore!
i feel he is somewhere laughing and playing!

rabena yer7amo!

*i really want my dad to be with us!*

LOVED IT

today i had the best feeling ever!
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it was like being sooo free that i could fly!
it was like screaming really loud and let the whole world know that im happy!
it was like owning the whole world!
it was like seeing everyone i love happy!
it was like after wodoo2!
it was like i found my soul mate!
it was like feeling the warmth of the sun on my skin!
it was like smelling my favorite perfume!
it was like lying on my own bed!
it was like listening to my favorite song on the radio!
it was like hugging my teddy bear!
it was like having a hot bath after jogging!
it was like walking in the rain!
it was like my mama's hug!
it was like my dad's smile!
it was like my sara's laugh!
it was like my nour's hands!
it was like my bodi's sparky eyes!
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really enjoyed it!

P.S. I stole the pic from my sis (6)

PERFUMES AND SHOES :)

MAAAAN PERFUMES DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!
MMMMMMMMM....like i have a very strong sense of smell 3alafekra!!
i love perfumes! I NO ITS 7ARAM FOR A LADY TO WEAR ON PERFUMES B4 GOIN OUT! BUT YYYYYYYYYYY??

Like "admire" from al rasasy! is the best perfume ive ever had and ill never stop buying it and ill never stop wearing it! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm when it comes to perfumes khalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas i goooo crazy!



and then comes shoes! mmmmmm! shoooooes! i wod do anything 4 shoes!! mmmm...!
and i love converses! i just love any converse i see ;)

u have loonies??

lol!
today's adventure was to exchange 12 quarters with three loonies for the laundry!
me and sally knocked on every apartment in the second and the third floor...!
man people are weird!
and only three opened!
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people here get scared to open the door for strangers lol...! "chickens"
but it was fun knockin on peoples' doors hahahha!!
konna zay 2el sha7ateen bezabt!!
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fel a5er two old people opened their door and they were really old and they gave us the loonies hehhhe!
MAN Y DO MACHINES TAKE ONLY LOONIES AND NOT QUARTERS?? WAT R THE QUARTERS FOR THEN?? (quarters are masakeen)
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**when i was young i thought that each actor/actress used to change his/her voice in every role they make so we dont no that they went on tv b4!!
hehhehe how stupid??
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**and i used to think that if someone dies he/she will be born in another country!
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**and i used to think that all the people in the world r originally from Egypt heheheh!

is it hard to be honest!!

like i find it weird when people lie!!
like y do people lie??
leeeh fe kezb??
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ya3ny mesh fahma 2ana! it really gets on my nerves when someone lies to me!!
and i really feel it when someone says something thats not true...!
im really sensitive when it comes to lying seriously!
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its just a bad thing! its actually the worst thing!
coz if someone gets used to it khalaaas he/she will never stop it...!
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who can lie---> can steal, can kill, can do alot of bad things...
ba7es liars r really weak!! they actually suck men 2el 2a5er!!
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and i hate it when people bak bite...
y cant everybody say everything honestly infront everyone??
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gggrrrr lying is just a bad thing!! :@
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by the way i love the Canadian flag!!

Random ;-)

*ive been getting this headache... man i sometimes cant move my eyes :(
bas 70 panadolaya beyzabatoony ;-)
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*my friend luly got me a fish... its red and pink... its a male ;) its beautiful!
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*im goin to wonderland tomorrow and for sure gonna bungee jump ;) (inshaallah)
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*and awhile ago i just remembered how my math teacher in high school used to get mad at students and the way he shouts used to make me laugh my *toooot* off!! he never shouted at me though... im good as an angle :P
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*i miss my daddy's hug :(
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*i never get bored of the song gallery by mario
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*i pray for ammar everysingle day!
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*im not missing abu dhabi (not one bit)
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*i just realized that no matter how close i get to someone there will still be a wall between me and him/her!! (and that really upsets me)

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*i feel that bodi (my younger bro) is gonna be a strong good man when he grows up ;)

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*i just new yesterday that my childhood friend is adopted and im really shocked!!
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*not a day passes by without me smiling and laughing!
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*i think that i have the best parents that any one cod have :P
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*i spend alot of time looking at pictures :)
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*i feel safe when i say "inshaallah"!
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*i think toes present a person's personality!
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*i cant hate!

CANADA DAY...!

lol yesterday was craaaazzzyyyy....
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we went to the forest next to our house me, sally and bodi :(
and i got scared and i criiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiied (i usually dont cry when i get scared, i laugh)!!
it was freaaaakyyy but beautiful :( and there were alot of bugs and one got on my face (thats when i cried) and i got a PIMPLE NOWWW!!
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and yesterday was canada's birthdaaaaay! we had fun 3al 2aa5er wallahy :)
but the weather is really hot here!!
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I DONT GET NIGHTMARES ANYMORE YAAAAY!!
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and by the way hells kitchen season 4 is sooo cool!!
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and i really miss daddddyyyyyy :(